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Okay... so, lets all go back to last year, when there was still Jean Oliver and when I was still with Josh.
uhmmm.. so, okay, i fell inlove with Jean, was talking to him on msn. was also on buzznet talking to Josh.
And thats how all the shit happen!
WOW!!!! I was sooo stupid!

Now, go back to the times when Josh and I were still INLOVE together... He made for me signs with "I <3 U Elle" on it.. it was so sweet.. And in the freaking photos, he had short hair... arggghhh!!! SO HOTT!!! (can't believe i let him go)
then, I told him something about my twin and I and blah blah blah... looong storry.. very complicating... so, he wanted me to make a sign for him... I told him that my dad took my camera.. what??? Its true... i was grounded and my dad took everything even my freggin' laptop.. THANK THE LORD I HAD THE PC!

back to Josh, I said "no, i'll make one for him another day..."
so, we were talking and talking until he ask if i wanted to break up, I said "YES!".. wow! very stupid ohhh...
I mean, ok, I broke up with Josh and I got so fucking happy! remember I was on msn with Jean?
ok, I told Jean that I broke up with Josh! and he was like "OMG! im sorry and blah blah blah something like that.... and then I was like, "so, since Josh and I are not together anymore, would you take me as your girlfriend?".. and then he was like, "uhmmm... not now? -or something like that... -". Sorry people, i forgot everything... gahhh!

From the day Josh and I faught, he told everyone that I was a fake, just because I didn't want to make for him a stupid sign.. well, thats what I heard.. I cannot just judge him..
I mean, I didn't have a camera, so how was I suppose to make sign? Stupid right? No common sense at all... BAHLOL
So yeahhh.. That was the time when everything fall apart.. I went on with MySpace, trying to leave Buzznet.. But still, look! Im on Buzznet! wow!
Well, you know why? Because I met alot of wonderful and amazing people whom I can't leave on buzznet..
Want me to name them??

1. Lacey
2. Flo
3. Brian Johnson
4. Vin
5. Gabby
6. Jeremy
7. Zer
8. Cassie
9. Ashleigh
10. Toby
11. Trya
12. Gizem
13. Faith
14. Rachel
15. Sarah
16. Charlie
17. Bri
18. Dan
19. Ellie
20. Timmy
21. Victoria
22. ok, im out of names already... XD I LOVE U ALL! <3

P.S Im sorry if I ever do anything bad or wrong towards you guys k? No ones perfect. But whom I really wanna apologize to is, Josh.
yeahhh.. uhmmm.. no matter what, he hates me or he whatever whatever whatever, i will somehow remember him and our times together. If he wants to forget me, ok, i accept it.. I cannot force him to love me back right..? Only stupid control freaks do that. so if anyone whose close to him, reads this, go tell him. okay, thats all....

Thankyou. =)

xoxo,
Elle
(Mitchelle Patricia Anne Morris)

oh yeahhh.. i forgot.. i'll be doing some signs later! yay! XD how lame.. =.='

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